The L Word

I think about him all the time

Feeling something 

I can't explain 

He texts me

And my heart skips a beat

He calls me

And I smile so wide

We're talking about nothing

But it is absolutely everything

I can't stop talking about him

To my friends

I'm not this girl

At least I never have been

I'm thinking the L word

But it might be too soon

Considering my condition 

I dnt want to scare him off

I need my fix

Jonesing for a refill

Of whatever it is that he gives

My knees go weak

At every single touch

I lose my words

But I dnt want him to stop

I'm thinking the L word

Is it too soon?

To tell him

That I feel like

A silly little school girl

This is unlike anything 

I've experienced before

Going with the flow

Riding this wave

With no idea where it will go

Can't swim so I gotta take it slow

I'm thinking the L word

Is it too soon?

Because whenever we're together 

I never want to leave

He has this way

Of relaxing me

Putting my mind at such ease

So I'm thinking the L word

Is it too soon?

I'm absolutely smitten

Thinking the L word

Is it too soon to say

I really LIKE this dude??