"Ambition is the path to success. Persistence is the vehicle you arrive in."

Sunday, January 11, 2015

The L Word

I think about him all the time
Feeling something 
I can't explain 
He texts me
And my heart skips a beat
He calls me
And I smile so wide
We're talking about nothing
But it is absolutely everything
I can't stop talking about him
To my friends
I'm not this girl
At least I never have been
I'm thinking the L word
But it might be too soon
Considering my condition 
I dnt want to scare him off
I need my fix
Jonesing for a refill
Of whatever it is that he gives
My knees go weak
At every single touch
I lose my words
But I dnt want him to stop
I'm thinking the L word
Is it too soon?
To tell him
That I feel like
A silly little school girl
This is unlike anything 
I've experienced before
Going with the flow
Riding this wave
With no idea where it will go
Can't swim so I gotta take it slow
I'm thinking the L word
Is it too soon?
Because whenever we're together 
I never want to leave
He has this way
Of relaxing me
Putting my mind at such ease
So I'm thinking the L word
Is it too soon?
I'm absolutely smitten
Thinking the L word
Is it too soon to say
I really LIKE this dude??

My Quiet Moments

In my quiet moments
I think
I think of my feelings
I analyze and I think
In my quiet moments
I take stock of my life
The good
The bad
The ugly
I think of it all
In my quiet moments
I think 
Of the missteps I made
Before every fall
I think of the decisions 
Before me
In my quiet moments
I think
Of the changes 
I've made
The things I still need to change
The things that remain the same
In my quiet moments
I think